Miss you

To my friends.

I miss you so very very much.

You all laughed, said I would have friends wherever I go. It was true. But no one replaces you.

I want to take a nap on Courtney's sofa and play with Ashley's hair. I need Vikki to tell me when I'm showing. I want to drink root beer floats with you under the stairs, lighting sparklers and singing to your mixed CD.

Let's sit on a couch with a big Mexican man and watch "Heros" at Kara's. I want to go camping with Ally; talk shoes with Alisa; sit by the fire in the institute foyer. I want to dress up like a construction worker for Halloween and kiss Ghost Rider.

Do you remember my nose-stick? M*A*S*H? I'll order everyone to put names on their cups, and then you can tease me about it whenever I'm being bossy.

Who's going to invite me to shows and make me fall in love with the lead and his wide-open-mouth-singing? I want to spend 8 hours shopping in the city with Lynn followed by that sinful chocolate cake on top of Macy's. I want to scream like a 7 year old girl at the sight of a raccoon and then laugh with you for being so silly. I miss it all.

I miss you all. My heart hurts I miss you so much.